kolorfulkylee

 9-22-2013 (dark dirty desire's ) I swim through  the deeps of my sadness holding my breath hoping someone would come along foolish I in my thoughts no one has the time for me I feel so empty when the night calls they all want her to dance to fill there dark dirty desire's swaying back and forth what a pretty dead doll looking for love up on the stage broken heels and doll bills drinks a bottle of posion to forget each night all she wants is someone to be there

She hates her scars Reminding her of pain now gone She hates her scars Blemishing her beautiful skin He love her scars For they are a part of her She hates her parents Always doubting her She hates her parents For the pain given, undesirved He loves her parents If only for creating her She hates her fears For holding her back She hates her tears Uncontrolled He loves them both For without them, she would not have discoverd who she is She hates her past Full of doubt She hates her past Full of mistakes He loves her past For it makes their future together that much brighter She hates herself Whenever she makes a wrong m

They say it’s better to have loved and lost, Than never to have loved at all- But who would have thought we’d pay such a cost, Who could imagine one of us would fall… They say true love is everlasting, They say that it never dies- I know I always saw ours as lasting, I wanted to shout it out to the skies. I always dreamed of saying that phrase- I wanted to promise ‘until death do us part’. But I guess now there have just been too many delays… “Even in death, you still hold my heart…”